My new job at the TORONTO ZOOOOO is taking up a lot of my time and when I get home all I want to do is sleep. I'm really enjoying it despite the fact I clean toilets everyday and my boss is a super creeper, but the other people are really nice so it's good. I realized something yesterday though, I'm finding it really difficult to be confident in my Christianity. When people are making lude jokes are telling stories about that time when they were soooo wasted I find myself shutting down and just laughing at the appropriate times. I don't know what is causing me to do this since I know what I believe and I know it's right but any opportunity that comes up I brush it off and wait for it to go away. This is something I know I can learn from and hopefully God will use this situation to be a light in a dark place, but it's just frustrating to be going through right now.
"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to fail you." - Jeremiah 29:11
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